Spring cleaning
Spring cleaning has come early this year (or is it later than usual?) Either way, I've done it. Cleaned out my room, cleaned up the car, and even cleaned up things from my past. I have finally done that thing that everyone has been telling me to do from day one. Erasing those people who aren't important in my life, or those who are effecting the way I see my future, from my lists. Figuratively and literally. There's no better way to start anew except to rid yourself of those from the past. It's just been a hard thing to do because I still try to see the good and possibilities while ignoring the reality. I mean if these people were important to me, or I'm important to them, they would make more of an effort to be a friend, right? Everyone knows I have tried. Since there have been so many failed attempts and letdowns, I can only do 2 things. Forgive and forget. I will forgive them for not being the people I thought, and right now I also want to forget them.

